Dilemma... life just sucks
Acadamics just sucks. Pace's just so super duper fast... and work's tough!
Take for example:
Prove: sin x + sin 3x + sin 5x + sin 7x = 16 sin x (cos x)2 cos2 2x
LHS: (sin 7x + sin x) + (sin 5x + sin 3x)
= 2 sin [(7x+x)/2] cos[(7x-x)/2] + 2 sin [(5x+3x)/2] cos [(5x-3x)/2]
= 2 sin 4x [cos 3x + cos x]
= 2 (2sin 2x cos 2x) [2cos (3x+x) /2] [cos (3x-x) /2]
= 8 sin 2x cos 2x cos 2x cos x
= 8(2sin x cos x) cos2 x cos2 2x
= 16 sin x cos2 x cos2 2x
= RHS
Ok, someone pls tell me, what's the use of learning all these confusing crap?
I mean like wth, only H2 maths and this is the crap we must learn? Imagine H3 maths...
Day after day, I go into lecture halls copying down crap's' like these for all subjects, and then finding myself walking out not understanding anything...
Things are just not like secondary school nowadays...
Every week, I will be walking up that path of road with George; we usually going home together after council meetings. It has somewhat become a reflection path for both of us.
I've nothing much to say except to grumble about how time flies...
1 week ago, Presidential Speeches just ended
2 weeks ago, Selection of 4 Presidential candidates
3 weeks ago, Elect's Camp
1 month ago, Orientation 2 Adhoc
... Weeks ago, we were just elects, even nominees; and it wasn't so long ago that I went for the Council interview... or even making the first move of picking up the council form...
And all these while, my acadamics still really lagging. In every subject... I go home daily finding myself without sufficient time for tutorials... And I either just pass or fail my assignments.
Today's the selection of EXCO within SC.
Firstly, a very big Congrats to Marc, Zara, Geroge, Britney, Shu Hua, Jireh, Melanie, Clara for making into EXCO ya =) Look forward to working with you all.
In fact today, I was really in a dilemma whether or not to consider any position. But considering that my homework is lagging so badly... And also, I don't think I'm suitable for the job.
And I still have committments like iComp and Piano Ensemble. I'm not really too sure if I can cope with all of them. And not forgetting I still have commitments in VS as an IT Club Advisor.
It's just so different here. Expecially in terms of managing time. It's just so tough to fit into other people's schedule. It's so unlike the times in VS where I get to choose the the time/day for meetings for all my different CCAs. Most of the time, CCAs clash and I have to sacrifice some of them.
I can't even run for iComp's EXCO because all iComp meeting clashes with SC Meetings, despite it being one of my passion.
Perhaps I should try EXCO in Piano Ensemble? I seriously don't know. I'm lost.
Was speaking to Cheok today, and found out that it's really the same on his side. Compared to VS, it's just so hard to find a footing somewhere over here.
And Andy. We just clique. Someone whom I found who's gone through similar experiences as me since Secondary School, and is now going through the same situation as me and we know how each other feels. A very nice friend/fellow elect of mine to have around.
It's been two weeks since I have changed to S55. Indeed, it has proven that it hadn't been a wrong move. Classmates are really friendly, chill and outgoing. Looking forward with better days with you all in VJ.
To my S61 classmates, it's really been a nice time spending time with you all for the past 3 months. However, it will really be great to see you guys break out of your 3 major cliques and hang out with one another. Since I entered 61, I've been trying to mix around with everyone, hanging out with the 3 distinct groups, hoping things would get better.
Over the period of time, I've been giving myself and everyone a chance hoping for an improvement. However, it's just ineffective. As such, I find myself unable to relate to anybody closely, and I'm sure many of you also don't. Also, I'm really getting tired of being in an un-bonded class and trying to be omnipresent in 3 different groups. It's just so irritating and tiring. I realise I can't survive in this kinda environment, and I needed a different peer pressure.
In fact, when I decided to change class in order to get out of this trap, it was already too late to do so. I've been delaying too much with hopes for a change...
But I only managed to do so as our class has 26 people then, and hence I was then offered a new class which has only 23 people then; to even out the numbers.
Indeed, it's really disheartening to see the dunman/vs boys always together, the girls and the Jeffery/Jeannie/Yvonne/Darren.etc.. clique. I really do hope you guys could acknowledge one another's presence more in class. Be supportive of one another, as these are the 25 people whom you will work with and enjoy JC life out with. Now that I've seen how an ideal class is like, I'd probably be back to help bond the class ya? One of these days we'll go out together for bonding session kz? Keep in touch =)
And her... sigh. scandals in class... the facade between the real and fake; the known and unknown.
I'll just keep going on...
Take for example:
Prove: sin x + sin 3x + sin 5x + sin 7x = 16 sin x (cos x)2 cos2 2x
LHS: (sin 7x + sin x) + (sin 5x + sin 3x)
= 2 sin [(7x+x)/2] cos[(7x-x)/2] + 2 sin [(5x+3x)/2] cos [(5x-3x)/2]
= 2 sin 4x [cos 3x + cos x]
= 2 (2sin 2x cos 2x) [2cos (3x+x) /2] [cos (3x-x) /2]
= 8 sin 2x cos 2x cos 2x cos x
= 8(2sin x cos x) cos2 x cos2 2x
= 16 sin x cos2 x cos2 2x
= RHS
Ok, someone pls tell me, what's the use of learning all these confusing crap?
I mean like wth, only H2 maths and this is the crap we must learn? Imagine H3 maths...
Day after day, I go into lecture halls copying down crap's' like these for all subjects, and then finding myself walking out not understanding anything...
Things are just not like secondary school nowadays...
Every week, I will be walking up that path of road with George; we usually going home together after council meetings. It has somewhat become a reflection path for both of us.
I've nothing much to say except to grumble about how time flies...
1 week ago, Presidential Speeches just ended
2 weeks ago, Selection of 4 Presidential candidates
3 weeks ago, Elect's Camp
1 month ago, Orientation 2 Adhoc
... Weeks ago, we were just elects, even nominees; and it wasn't so long ago that I went for the Council interview... or even making the first move of picking up the council form...
And all these while, my acadamics still really lagging. In every subject... I go home daily finding myself without sufficient time for tutorials... And I either just pass or fail my assignments.
Today's the selection of EXCO within SC.
Firstly, a very big Congrats to Marc, Zara, Geroge, Britney, Shu Hua, Jireh, Melanie, Clara for making into EXCO ya =) Look forward to working with you all.
In fact today, I was really in a dilemma whether or not to consider any position. But considering that my homework is lagging so badly... And also, I don't think I'm suitable for the job.
And I still have committments like iComp and Piano Ensemble. I'm not really too sure if I can cope with all of them. And not forgetting I still have commitments in VS as an IT Club Advisor.
It's just so different here. Expecially in terms of managing time. It's just so tough to fit into other people's schedule. It's so unlike the times in VS where I get to choose the the time/day for meetings for all my different CCAs. Most of the time, CCAs clash and I have to sacrifice some of them.
I can't even run for iComp's EXCO because all iComp meeting clashes with SC Meetings, despite it being one of my passion.
Perhaps I should try EXCO in Piano Ensemble? I seriously don't know. I'm lost.
Was speaking to Cheok today, and found out that it's really the same on his side. Compared to VS, it's just so hard to find a footing somewhere over here.
And Andy. We just clique. Someone whom I found who's gone through similar experiences as me since Secondary School, and is now going through the same situation as me and we know how each other feels. A very nice friend/fellow elect of mine to have around.
It's been two weeks since I have changed to S55. Indeed, it has proven that it hadn't been a wrong move. Classmates are really friendly, chill and outgoing. Looking forward with better days with you all in VJ.
To my S61 classmates, it's really been a nice time spending time with you all for the past 3 months. However, it will really be great to see you guys break out of your 3 major cliques and hang out with one another. Since I entered 61, I've been trying to mix around with everyone, hanging out with the 3 distinct groups, hoping things would get better.
Over the period of time, I've been giving myself and everyone a chance hoping for an improvement. However, it's just ineffective. As such, I find myself unable to relate to anybody closely, and I'm sure many of you also don't. Also, I'm really getting tired of being in an un-bonded class and trying to be omnipresent in 3 different groups. It's just so irritating and tiring. I realise I can't survive in this kinda environment, and I needed a different peer pressure.
In fact, when I decided to change class in order to get out of this trap, it was already too late to do so. I've been delaying too much with hopes for a change...
But I only managed to do so as our class has 26 people then, and hence I was then offered a new class which has only 23 people then; to even out the numbers.
Indeed, it's really disheartening to see the dunman/vs boys always together, the girls and the Jeffery/Jeannie/Yvonne/Darren.etc.. clique. I really do hope you guys could acknowledge one another's presence more in class. Be supportive of one another, as these are the 25 people whom you will work with and enjoy JC life out with. Now that I've seen how an ideal class is like, I'd probably be back to help bond the class ya? One of these days we'll go out together for bonding session kz? Keep in touch =)
And her... sigh. scandals in class... the facade between the real and fake; the known and unknown.
I'll just keep going on...
em@il sent in @ 8:58 PM
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