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Sunday, July 02, 2006

Relocation of blog

Hey dearest friends/visitors,

Kindly note that silvernotez.blogspot.com has permantly been shifted to http://silvernotez.com.

Kindly update your links will ya?

Thanks for dropping by for the past one year, and do continue to visit.
System will be upgraded and an online IT-troubleshooting service will be set up in the new blog.

Friday, June 23, 2006

Slack

Damn, only 3 days left to exams. I'm still playing DOTA! Crap, this is so bad.

Start mugging now. Or never.

Still, I'm quite disappointed with some of my Secondary Threes. Thanks to them, now I have to get myself involved next week. Mobilisation time.

I'm so gonna be fat soon, eating and eating over the holidays, not much exercising.

Poof... mug.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Summing them up

Best holiday ever. Totally had my own freedom of time to enjoy life since the start of school term nearly 6 months ago. Been so slack. Despite having to go back frequently for Piano rehearsals, which eventually led to the many KFC visits with fellow ensembians, I took the chance to go back to VS so frequently, I kind of felt as though I was a VSrian once again.

All the times I tried to study with the Sec 4s but failed, the times where everyone got distracted and ended up playing soccer. The guitar, preparation for the camp, the carrom games, the BBQ or rather specifically the IMPAP (something to do with Monitors, Prefects and Peer Leaders), the times where the Sec 4s composed their parting song in the MC room. Could see that it would really be very hard for them all to part with VS during graduation.

Further back, I was still enjoying myself, watching the world cup, meeting up with friends to watch the soccer match between Singapore and Malaysia. Was suppossed to try to get the whole class down, but instead only 3 people turned up. Haha.


Also the wonderful times which Secondary 4D 2005 peeps met up again for class party and a game of soccer and cards. Those were the days...


And way back would be the soccer finals, which got us rather emotional. It did, however, earned us all a fullday.





It's time to wake up from dreamland to reality. Mid Years. Council Work. Senior Dinner and Dance. Project Work. Piano Concert.

More and more Camps

Just been back from 5 days camp.

30 hr Famine camp was a camp in which campers go through 30 hours without food, and experience to be part of the poor children in developing countries. Even CNA was around to video.

As such, campers are put into a situation where they form tribes or families, and have to try to do jobs, earn money, buy things such as tables, chairs, cardboard, paper bags to build their 'house' in which they will spend the night.

Hence the black market, government stalls, job stations (bean picking, bean sorting, scavanging, crane folding, and apparantly the most easy earning job; prostitution).

I acted as one of the station masters, acting as a police (or rather, a corrupted police), whose role is to catch people who break the law. We police have had much fun going on the rounds to fine money for whatever stupid reasons we could think of, such as losing your children, crossing over the barriers, prostituting your child, and the most memorable ones would be raiding the prostitution center as well as the black market. But still, extorting money from people (even your seniors) is not an easy task.

Following which, I immediately headed over to Hozefa's place to finalise the IT Club Camp @ VS. Day 1 was especially great! It was the Board of Advisors' Leadership Training Day, in which we planned special activities to train our Sec 1-3s. As the advisor in charge, I was given the autonomy of running the schedule, which brought back many wonderful memories of running camps.

In the afternoon, we headed over to Ubin for a leadership training seminar, and campers went through a series of activities such as field cooking by the sea. Luckily I already had my lunch at Ubin Jetty; as they had to eat without utensils, and noodles cooked with bloody-looking sardine, dead leaves. From the many different activities, the most memorable one would be climbing up the knoll. Besides the exhilarating view of the whole of ubin / Singapore 7pm in the evening, the interesting part would be decending that hill in the dark. It was indeed an experience worth a lifetime.

On a sidenote, Day 2 was gay. Had to go back to school twice for lessons. But the crash course for physics was great. Chem wasn't a great help, as I haven't prepared my work. Day 3 was Econs, which was also a great help for revision. But still, I'm still far off ready for the exams. After which, rushed off to Esplanade with the other advisors to meet up with the teams, who were halfway through their amazing race.

This camp was also special in which the camp was held concurrently with the handover. It was a rather emotional night for the Sec 4s who are stepping down. Following which the talent night, the juniors proved themselves to be creative and enthusiatic. Well done guys!

Nightwalk was especially frightening compared to other camps at this campus, as we got to use really dark places such as the DNT workshop, and the DNT office, the toilets beside the canteen which was usually locked up, as well as the school field. And juniors were told that they were alone. As the one sharing scary stories, I was really proud of my juniors for not whining despite being really scared during the wait.

Crazy people brings about crazy camps. After the night walk (which lasted from 1am to 5am), we all then played soccer in the dark. Imagine the ball going past you without your knowledge. That was one hell of a game, drawing 3-3, and penalty shootouts, my team lost 2-0.

Camp was great, especially so as it brought back wonderful memories, and most importantly, seeing how your juniors grow and learn. Having gone through 5 days of camp without sleep; tiring but fun!

life in VS's really fun. really miss it. i'll look forward to camps next year. now i'll better start to whack the next 4 days for mid yrs...

Monday, June 12, 2006

If only...

Sigh...

If only...

If only...

If only...

If only...

If only...

If only...

If only...

If only...

If only...

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Windows Vista Beta

Woah, downloading 7gb of data off the internet is no joke ok.

After the release of Windows Vista BETA version, I was fighting for bandwidth with the Americans to downloaded both the 3gb (32bit) and 4gb (64bit) version. Woah, you can imagine how long it took!

Worse, after downloading, I had to burn the .iso files onto a DVD in order to work. And more time was needed to install. Spent one hell of a day to get it finally set up and running.

But nonetheless, all the waiting was worthwhile to be the first few to experience Windows Vista. Quite cool graphics and colours, as well as many new features. But nonetheless, as a BETA, it still has got to have more improvements, especially the speed. It's so lag that opening Photoshop CS takes 2 mins!


Here is a screenshot of Microsoft Word 2007 on Windows Vista.

So those IT savvy, go get yourself a copy.

Click on images in this post to enlarge.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Monitor's Council Camp 2006

060606 , six june 2006.

nice date =)

Just got back from MC Camp 2006... rox

Another Two years have just gone past in the twinkle of an eye; Secondary Ones then are now Secondary Threes, taking up the position of running the camp already.

Through this camp, it's really the first time for me to have a chance to see the Secondary Threes in action. It was a privilege to be given this chance to mingle and work with this new batch of upcoming EXCO, and indeed, they have proven to be very plesent people to work with. For the night we stood; cards, tidbits, and basketball/soccer before dawn, all these have proven to be the start of a strong sense of camaraderie which you all will build up during your new term in office.
With people of different personalities to complement one another, it's gonna be amazing to see you all officially put into office soon to bring council to greater heights. And very soon the stepping down of your seniors, my predecessors, the current Secondary Four batch.

This camp has brought back many wonderful memories as a student in VS. Such as joining in their activities, getting to know and mingle with the freshbloods, planning the night walks etc.
Most importantly, being able to relate to the lower secondary monitors about the tough times being a monitor.
Just before nightwalk, I had the chance of hearing out their problems faced, which reminds me of the similar old tough times while in office, and it gives me this sense of achievement of surviving through the four years. It was indeed heartwarming to share experiences and lessons learnt with these freshcomers, who are more than willing to learn.

It also proved successful at the end of the camp to see that most of the monitors have truely enjoyed the camp and have learnt valuable lessons. Especially the night walk which boosted much of their confidence (hope you guys are not afraid of walking around alone at night!) And best of all, everyone (except two) plans to run for EXCO. Really hope to see some of these lower secondary potentials into office in the next couple of years.

Ultimately, three cheers for my Secondary Threes juniors for putting this camp up. A job well done for protraying yourselves all worthy to be stepping up as EXCO. And to my Sec Fours, though I couldn't really feel your presence during camp at all (Despite the fact that you guys should be been around to observe), all the best to your forthcoming examinations.

Oh ya btw, MC Camp 2006 photos can be viewed here!

Sometimes, I wonder why time is just so cruel. It only allows a one way direction, and even worse, it is not within much control of man, and it does not give you a choice. If only someone could invent a time machine, i'll gladly shift back and stay on forever as a 15-year-old teenager. I'll gladly stay on in VS, go through such camps forever. Perhaps, Mr. Oh has gotton himself one, to be able to stay 15 years old till date.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

An inconvenient truth

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array of facts and information in a thoughtful and compelling way. The film is
not a story of despair but rather a rallying cry.

Woah, this is a much watch! Especially the science and environmental enthusiasts. Even the trailer is so captivating!

Watch the trailer

Thursday, June 01, 2006

NS Registration

Everyone, or rather, every male, should receive their letter for registration for NS once they reach 17 and a half years old. Time to login and apply for deferment.

It's so fast man, you never realise how grown up you already are until you see the dark orange letter from MINDEF beaming in your face, with the letter addressing to you as "Mr SURNAME".

I'm not afraid of going through NS. I've always loved camps.

But I'm terrified of the processes into entering NS. The hefty load of stories I've heard about the Medical Questionaire, Medical Checkup, the 3 months of BMTs and the people you meet. Who knows... I'm so not looking forward to these.

If only time would just stop; to take a breather, where nothing deteriorates.

And back to VS.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

The Different Events

Just last Saturday, 27th May 2006...

Firstly, a very big congratulations to Mr. Jonathan Oh, the supposedly always 15-year-old boy, on his holy matrimony. Seems like dear Mr. Oh has finally grown up haha.

Seeing all the VS teachers, old boys, peers and juniors at the church made it seem as though it wasn't even a wedding at all. Even Mr. Ang and his wife were sitting behind us. In fact, it all felt more like a VS gathering instead.


Indeed, it's been an enriching time spent under your guidance.

Since we met when we were doing the IVP Project in Sec 2; the Victorian Challenge 2003, the Leadership Training Camp, Peer Support Board, Sec 3 camps 2004/2005, and most importantly through my upper secondary life in VS.

So many of us even spent the night at your hostel apartment watching movies. And it proves especially so when you are always constantly reminding me how much a busy I am, always seems to be 'running the school'. And you never fail to remember all your students' birthdays!

Thank you for all that you have done! I wish you all the best in your marriage =)


Time flies, it was somewhat about a year ago when Ms Tang also had her wedding. And she already has given birth to little Megan. So when will it be your turn Mr. and Mrs. Oh?


Yesterday...

After a long tedious 4 hours meeting for SDD, Carene, Lubin and I went to Parkway for lunch. Then we ended up window shopping (sigh, girls...) So I ended up walking the whole of Parkway with them.

Following which, I went back to VS. It's just wierd, everytime when I enter the compound, I could feel this familiar aura engulfing me, allowing me to sense the smell of home. Was suppssed to be studying Econs, until Jin Jian and gang saw me and waved to me.

Went over and I started to spend the time there playing carom, guitar, basketball with them, my Sec 3 and 4 juniors.

Subconsciously, I did that from 2pm till 8pm... woah.

How I miss those days in VS... the warm, friendly days where you know most of your peers/juniors/seniors/teachers, who can exchange heartwaming talks with you...

... the days where you can say and do whatever you want without the restriction of presence of other gender...

...the days where you can change in the canteen openly, fully assured that no one from the other gender will be nearby.

...the days such that after a soccer game you can freely pull off your shirt; walk around the room half naked to cool down... Yes, Xuanyi did just that after his basketball game!

those were the days...

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

e Irony?

For the past few months, I have reached home at a record of a time not earlier than 8pm everyday. Match supports. yeah.

As usual, today, match supports are on. We had 4 different matches to play. But I had went to RJC at 2pm to attend a forum after settling the match support admin issues in school.

It was supposed to end at 4.30pm and I rush down for soccer match.

Ended late at 5pm instead, and match ended. So I headed for home.

Guess what, I reached home at 6.15pm today, when the sky's still bright, where little children are still out playing.

My mother usually calls me everyday when I am still in school to ask me why I am still not home yet;

Today, she said, "Why are you home so early?!"

That will happen when you returning home late becomes a routine.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Overstretched!

The one day rest on Friday was certainly welcomed. After a loooooooong day on thursday:
1) 2.4 km run in the morning
2) A Level Chemistry SPA Exam
3) Leading Match support against Hwa Chong at Hwa Chong with limited manpower

Woah... what can be a more tiring day than this?

So after sleeping the whole friday, I'm finally recharged for my weekend activities.

Today was supposed to be iComp course. Only when I reached school was I told that the course was cancelled. grrr...

So Han Teng dragged me along to do some charity work. We went to bring some kids from Jamiyah Children's home to visit the HPB. Yup, it was certainly an enriching trip.

Anyway, happy birthday lawie and jasmine!!!

Friday, May 12, 2006

Tradition disorder!

In the evening, Terence and I went back to VS to just hang around and soak in the atmosphere. We brought along Carene, Britney, Nikhil and Lubin. We basically walked around and showed them the place. They were very impressed. Very impressed. The girls were like regretting not coming to VS (now we know what they did during the co-ed saga) And guess what they did –

The VS spelling cheer. Again and again, even while walking out.

And they wanted to do it again with the VS boys.

So watch out.

- Quoted from Mansoor S/O Amir's blog

Wow, imagine that!

They were ever so impressed with the VS's strong spirit and camaraderie.

So for the minority out there who do not think highly of VS, do think again.

Monday, May 08, 2006

fatigue; i need more time

Things are seriously getting out of hand. All, or at least, most of us RECOlas are draining out. Concurrent match supports and SDD are really sapping out the life of us. Mentally and physically. This will really be our most intense period.

To add on to these, concurrently, we've got to balance our PW, of which we have to submit our GPP (Group Project Proposal), EoM (Evaluation of Materials) by like tomorrow? And then our A Level Skill B SPA (Science Practical Assessment) will take place sometime this week too. Mine would be this coming Thurday. Yes, it's A Levels! And it's really tough, especially when I reach home late enough for dinner and sleep.

Teachers, especially my Econs teacher, has been reminding me not to neglect my school work. & I've been feeling real bad not being able to follow up with my work, especially Econs. Weekends would be the only little amount of time to catch up with all the work due at least a week ago.
Tomorrow's Econs test, i don't want to fail. But i have not idea how to start now either.

VJC Interview today. Realised I've got much more to do. I'll really have to work even harder.

Ok, think i've ranted enough. I feel much better now. I will take one step at a time. After the match intense period, I'll use my June Holidays to catch up. I'll keep going. Thanks everyone!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Anniversary

Was reading my very very first post and I realised;

It's been exactly 1 year since I started off my blog!

Recall the shift from
http://terensu.blogspot.com to http://silvernotez.blogspot.com

See how time flies...

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Wireless everywhere?

Imagine the possibility of surfing the net, checking your email, and using MSN Messenger while on a bus ride.

Erm yes, the picture above is for real. That's me using MSN on the bus!

On a separate issue, today has been a wonderful Sunday. We actually got started on PW discussion; met up with Wei Ming and Jian Min at Bedok Mac. And we ended up waiting for one another at two different Macs. dotz.... So within a week, we'll have to submit our EoM and GPP draft, which is gonna be super rush. And can't believe this will add on to my busy schedule after stepping up into office.

Instead, we ended up playing LAN. Haha. Nonetheless, it's been so long since I've had such a great game. I'll need more of such destressing activities.

CCA Leadership Transition

Unlike in Secondary School where we all have 2 years to observe our juniors before putting them into action...

It's already the end of the 4th month since the start of the school term. Most CCAs have already selected their new year ones into the various executive positions, while the rest are currently in the midst of selection.

Similarly, in just two days time, we'll be having our Student's Council investiture, or so called the handover ceremony. Like many, apart from feeling excited, I'm also feeling sad as our seniors will no longer be there as much for us.

Looking back, about 3 1/2 months have passed since we've stepped up as council nominees, gone through the process of campaigns and successful elections. Also, we've passed through elects camp, planned Orientation 2, gone through the various match supports.
On a personal notez, i've taken up roles as the Assistant Master Redshirt and Vice-chairman cum Treasurer for ReCo. Of these, the most memorable one would definitely be the yellow nominees council tag and then the green elects tag... Despite having gotton so used to wearing them; very soon, I'll have to leave them behind.

On the same notez, I believe we councilors-to-be have indeed accomplished the 'impossible' with the help of the CT EXCO. We actually emptied all the chairs in the school (all classrooms, even those at the back of the hall, as well as those kept in the store rooms). So all the chairs are now inside the hall neatly arranged, even according to colour.

Just when we thought that the chairs were sufficient, we even went all out to carry all the canteen benches to fill up the remaining space at the back of the hall. All ready for Tuesday =) So don't be too shocked to find all the benches missing on tues.

A more enchanting sight would be the setting up of the HUGE VJC banner. Alongside the "1,2,3, pull" and "2 lower, 6 higher" commands, the flag was raised in stages, and it was indeed an amazing sight to behold. You simply couldn't imagine how long it took us, and how much manpower was required to put that up.

Will be looking forward to Tuesday though.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Waste of time

This weekend has been a real waste of time. Can't believe I spend hours and hours trying to reduce whatever crap I have in my PI to 500 words. You know, those desperate measures of changing words into contractions so that the microsoft word's word count feature will count one word less.

So once again I did no work except my PI. sigh.

In conclusion, PI is such a waste of time. Who's seconding me?

Monday, April 17, 2006

Match Support

today morning went vs to promote vjc with mrs chan, mr. tan yh, jireh and shu xie. it was really great joining the vs guys for assembly and singing the victorian anthem. it's been so long...

today was finally one great match support! we won cjc 5-1. good job guys keep it up =)

Friday, April 14, 2006

Reliving the past week

It's gonna be another busy week next week. Mock SPA, Submission of PI Draft, Chemistry Lecture Assessment etc.

Nonetheless, it's been an enriching week for me that is. Have been telling myself to try to keep up with school work, and yup, it's indeed showing some form of progression. Apart from Econs, which many students still fail to comprehend. Give us more time. Managed to follow the tutorials for maths.

VS has done it again! Two golds. VJ has also done pretty well, a 3rd and 4th clinched. Still, 'the road never ends, never give up!'
Standing in front of the Victorian population once again last wednesday as a red shirt indeed brings back wonderful memories. Still clearly remember 2 years ago when I was also a red shirt in VS, where Dennis, Mereith and myself led a bunch of Sec 1I over to Turf. See how time flies.

Leading a whole new bunch of Victorians to cheer our team on is really a whole new experience once again. Not forgetting to mention being able to meet up with fellow juniors once again.

Victoria thy triumphs see, and victories we share yet...

Class outing last night at Suntec rocks! S55 rox! S61's @ BBQ too. rox on guys.

And even so, sports day yesterday was pretty fun too. Especially the cheerleading which all houses have worked so hard for.

Indeed, 'pictures' speak louder than words.



Here comes our mascots!


Found myself obsessed with taking pictures like these. It's indeed really fun to have a camera phone which can take pictures which shows up only a particular colour. Despite knowing that these effects can be easily conjured using photoshop; it's really cool to be able to swipe your camera lens around and seeing objects of a certain colour lighting up on screen.

Now I know, chairs in LT1 are blue, while chairs in LT5 are yellow.

Blue




Haha this one's hilarious, caught red handed!

Yellow









Red


Monday, April 10, 2006

Flipping Through e Online Albums

Today was our first Match Supports. Very first one. A whole new experience, despite having gone through it once.

Time flies. Wednesday will be Cross Country. Two years ago, I was at Cross Country 2004. Now it's for VJC's.


Subconsciously, I found myself looking at the online photos taken since then.

http://ltc.vs.moe.edu.sg/gallery.html
http://itclub.vs.moe.edu.sg/photogallery.html
http://mc.vs.moe.edu.sg/album.html
http://album.silvernotez.com

Those were the days...

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Turning point

Yup, it's gonna be a turning point starting now. I'll really try to catch up with stuff this weekend. Especially when the match supports are really coming in.

Ok, no more grumbling. And thks for e concern everyone. I'll be back on track very soon.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Screwed up...

Another day yet has passed...

As usual, I couldn't catch up on tutorials, Maths tutorial was just blindly copying whatever was discussed. Actually, 'discussed' is a wrong word to use... more apt would be that answers were 'thrown' at us. And it's rather discouraging to see your classsmates doing their work and keeping up.

Lecture was worse, I was totally stunned by the Chem lecture thingy. Dunno wad bonds he was talking about... sigh. stone for 1 hour.

Today was speech for Piano Ensemble EXCO. It turned out disastrous. I said things which I shouldn't have, and didn't say things which I should have.

I probably wouldn't get in; well I hope it's a blessing in disguise. I'll need the spare time to catch up on my work.

RECO's busy. And you wouldn't believe how much more work has been added to my agenda.

I just miss the old times with those people. Some of whom have left, whereas few are scattered all over. When pace's within control.

Issit just me or issit just jc life?

Oh lord, save me, take me out of this vicious trap. Or at least, stop time for 1 month. That's when at least I can catch up...

perhaps please, someone, kindly enlighten me...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Dilemma... life just sucks

Acadamics just sucks. Pace's just so super duper fast... and work's tough!

Take for example:

Prove: sin x + sin 3x + sin 5x + sin 7x = 16 sin x (cos x)2 cos2 2x

LHS: (sin 7x + sin x) + (sin 5x + sin 3x)
= 2 sin [(7x+x)/2] cos[(7x-x)/2] + 2 sin [(5x+3x)/2] cos [(5x-3x)/2]
= 2 sin 4x [cos 3x + cos x]
= 2 (2sin 2x cos 2x) [2cos (3x+x) /2] [cos (3x-x) /2]
= 8 sin 2x cos 2x cos 2x cos x
= 8(2sin x cos x) cos2 x cos2 2x
= 16 sin x cos2 x cos2 2x

= RHS

Ok, someone pls tell me, what's the use of learning all these confusing crap?

I mean like wth, only H2 maths and this is the crap we must learn? Imagine H3 maths...
Day after day, I go into lecture halls copying down crap's' like these for all subjects, and then finding myself walking out not understanding anything...

Things are just not like secondary school nowadays...

Every week, I will be walking up that path of road with George; we usually going home together after council meetings. It has somewhat become a reflection path for both of us.

I've nothing much to say except to grumble about how time flies...

1 week ago, Presidential Speeches just ended
2 weeks ago, Selection of 4 Presidential candidates
3 weeks ago, Elect's Camp
1 month ago, Orientation 2 Adhoc

... Weeks ago, we were just elects, even nominees; and it wasn't so long ago that I went for the Council interview... or even making the first move of picking up the council form...

And all these while, my acadamics still really lagging. In every subject... I go home daily finding myself without sufficient time for tutorials... And I either just pass or fail my assignments.


Today's the selection of EXCO within SC.

Firstly, a very big Congrats to Marc, Zara, Geroge, Britney, Shu Hua, Jireh, Melanie, Clara for making into EXCO ya =) Look forward to working with you all.

In fact today, I was really in a dilemma whether or not to consider any position. But considering that my homework is lagging so badly... And also, I don't think I'm suitable for the job.

And I still have committments like iComp and Piano Ensemble. I'm not really too sure if I can cope with all of them. And not forgetting I still have commitments in VS as an IT Club Advisor.

It's just so different here. Expecially in terms of managing time. It's just so tough to fit into other people's schedule. It's so unlike the times in VS where I get to choose the the time/day for meetings for all my different CCAs. Most of the time, CCAs clash and I have to sacrifice some of them.

I can't even run for iComp's EXCO because all iComp meeting clashes with SC Meetings, despite it being one of my passion.

Perhaps I should try EXCO in Piano Ensemble? I seriously don't know. I'm lost.


Was speaking to Cheok today, and found out that it's really the same on his side. Compared to VS, it's just so hard to find a footing somewhere over here.

And Andy. We just clique. Someone whom I found who's gone through similar experiences as me since Secondary School, and is now going through the same situation as me and we know how each other feels. A very nice friend/fellow elect of mine to have around.


It's been two weeks since I have changed to S55. Indeed, it has proven that it hadn't been a wrong move. Classmates are really friendly, chill and outgoing. Looking forward with better days with you all in VJ.

To my S61 classmates, it's really been a nice time spending time with you all for the past 3 months. However, it will really be great to see you guys break out of your 3 major cliques and hang out with one another. Since I entered 61, I've been trying to mix around with everyone, hanging out with the 3 distinct groups, hoping things would get better.

Over the period of time, I've been giving myself and everyone a chance hoping for an improvement. However, it's just ineffective. As such, I find myself unable to relate to anybody closely, and I'm sure many of you also don't. Also, I'm really getting tired of being in an un-bonded class and trying to be omnipresent in 3 different groups. It's just so irritating and tiring. I realise I can't survive in this kinda environment, and I needed a different peer pressure.
In fact, when I decided to change class in order to get out of this trap, it was already too late to do so. I've been delaying too much with hopes for a change...

But I only managed to do so as our class has 26 people then, and hence I was then offered a new class which has only 23 people then; to even out the numbers.

Indeed, it's really disheartening to see the dunman/vs boys always together, the girls and the Jeffery/Jeannie/Yvonne/Darren.etc.. clique. I really do hope you guys could acknowledge one another's presence more in class. Be supportive of one another, as these are the 25 people whom you will work with and enjoy JC life out with. Now that I've seen how an ideal class is like, I'd probably be back to help bond the class ya? One of these days we'll go out together for bonding session kz? Keep in touch =)


And her... sigh. scandals in class... the facade between the real and fake; the known and unknown.

I'll just keep going on...

Monday, April 03, 2006

How to woo a girl?

The experienced ones out there? Advice please? ---> (tagboard)

Disclaimer: It's not that I want to woo a girl though. Pls don't get the wrong idea. =) Its purpose is to build up a knowledge database for those out there who might find themselves caught in this situation.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Time Check

It's been really fast. 2 months and 25 days has passed since I officially entered VJC.

Apart from my all CCAs/acquaintances, I still have not found my footing yet.
My homework is still in chaos.

Just yesterday, I had to make one of the toughest decision yet since I entered VJC. Facing Mrs. Foo, I only had like minutes to decide. It was a gamble.

I decided to take the chance. At least, it will prove beneficial for both parties. It'll even out the numbers.

I pray for the best, this coming monday, with this choice ever affecting me...

I shaln't really say goodbye, for I never really left. You guys have been really nice and supportive. I'll not forget. But I think I need to try to find my footing somewhere else...

... and it goes on...

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Hi Timothy!

Comedy of the century.

Was having lunch with Susanto, Timothy and Joel.

Venue: Canteen

[Terence was telling Susanto about this *guy*'s crush]

Terence: Let's intro them.

[Just then, that *girl* walked towards our table]

Susanto: Hey hi, this is [name of *guy*].

*girl*: huh? [stunned]

short pause

[walks off, even more stunned]

Opps...

haha. nvm if u dun understand =)


Anyway, time really flies. It seemed like only yesterday which I took my Prelim orals. Now the Sec 4s are already in the midst of the process. And guess wad, they reused the same passage, picture and question which i got for O Levels last year. Good luck people =)

And the VJ SC's presidential candidates are out! All the best ya to the 4 of you!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Camps

I've just returned from 4 days of camp.

13th-15th Student's Council Elects Camp
15th-16th Piano Emsemble Camp


Student's Council Elects Camp 06

With comparison against the many camps I've attended/conducted since VS, this has to be one of the most enriching ones. Within three days, I realised I've seen myself pushed to one of my maximum, in terms of mentally, and physically. Like as mentioned by my faci, Jasmine, I've also seen for myself the meaning to be in One Council, not individuals.

The camp kinda started off bad, especially when I actually forgotton to bring my elects' nametag. It was really stupid of me, packed and checked everything, and left out one of the most important thing.

Indeed, the seniors set off the tone for the camp. Then, each of us was given a fragile item X to keep with us at all times. If broken, we will be replaced with 3 more. You've probably figured out it's an egg by now. In fact, our seniors really put in a lot of effort into the eggs. There was even an attempt to putting a council stamp onto each of them, to prevent it from being replaced.

In addition to our burden of having a high sense of urgency, we also had to account for these eggs during attendance report; this whole new concept was really fresh for me. Imagine "Elects reporting attendance, total strength 40, current strength 40. Total egg strength 63, current egg strength 17!"

Though this process, accountability and sense of responsibility was inculcated into all of us. In fact, it all makes sense. These eggs represent the image we all must uphold. Any mistakes we make will leave an ugly mark on us as well as the council, as would be represented by the cracks on the egg. In reality, the stress and pressure of upholding the expectations is clearly reflected in the 3 days by ensuring the safety of these eggs.

Ultimately, each of the egg was special to us in many ways. Take Anita for example, who actually treated hers like her baby. And perhaps maybe more would be an attempt for mother hen to sit on them for incubation. One unfortunate comedy would probably be the subconscious attempt to incubate an egg. haha. I'll touch on that later.

Interestingly, our camp's theme is Constallations, and the 6 teams have to come up with the names starting with E, L, E, C, T, S, each with its own unique colour. My team is the 2nd 'E', with a colour of pink. After doing some wonderful research, my team name's called 'Etamin', which actually's the name of a star. Also, it means Sea monster, which we quickly related to Patrick from Spongebob, due to it's pink colour and it being a sea monster. Our team identity is a pink hairband, which we wore on our necks throughout the camp.

There were like so many enriching activities. Apart from playing initiative and team building games, we were all given sessions on our expectations, project management talk, and most interestingly personal DISCcernment Inentory test. And, similar to Mansoor, I was on a high D and I (higher on D).

Dominance: People who score high in the intensity of the 'D' styles factor are very active in dealing with problems and challenges, while low D scores are people who want to do more research before committing to a decision. High "D" people are described as demanding, forceful, egocentric, strong willed, driving, determined, ambitious, aggressive, and pioneering.

Influence: People with High I scores influence others through talking and activity and tend to be emotional. They are described as convincing, magnetic, political, enthusiastic, persuasive, warm, demonstrative, trusting, and optimistic.

1st Toilet session. 40 mins for 19 guys (Darren!! Where were you? lolx) to shower and clean toilets. Supposedly teamwork and planning were to be taught. But we kindly screwed it up. All was fine until I unknowingly volunteered to be the toilet IC. Went in and to my horror found litter in the bin, strains on hair on the floor, and sinks wet. I thought we actually dried the sinks and cleared the bin. To add on to my horror, I had the first hand view of watching the seniors wipe a piece of bread around the sink area, and was questioned whether I would eat it (To test our confidence in the cleaning). I thought they weren't serious about it, until they passed me the piece of bread.
At that crucial point in time, I just wanted to quickly swallow the whole thing down and be done and over with it, so that we guys would just get through that obstacle safely. Jireh stopped me in time, suggesting that we share the piece of bread together. In the end, we didn't eat it. Clearly, this has reflected the unity in us.

And I enjoyed the night candle game. 1st game, Jared's tall. 2nd game, I was attacked from 4 sides. 3rd game, Mansoor's super tall. Statue of Liberty.

We were also given a scenario in which we were faced with difficult situation. The first was to act as waiters under the charge of two temperamental managers with different views of serving customers. Also, the customers were also very hard to please. It was pretty amusing at first to see the 'skid' in action, and I found myself quite difficult to fit into play.
Through this, we learnt how to deal with difficult people, as well as to be creative.

Second scene was for us to act as red shirts to lead a bunch of uncooperative Victorians. Having been a JL/SL in VS before, this scene doesn't feel too unfamilar. However, I realised there were still learning points. Such as the importance of learning about how the games work, and knowing when to cheer & when not to. Also, to heed Victorians advice, & not to think that you know everything.

Hike was really fun, despite having to walk 6 hours covering 17km from VJ to Pasir Ris. Etamin was really supportive of one another. Had much fun running together, hurrying one another, cheering, chatting. In fact, before the hike, I already had such a serious case of abrasion, I actually wasn't wearing my underwear for the hike. I had to be extremely careful not to zao geng. lolx. Of course, I hesistated quite a bit beforehand whether to or not to wear erm.

Well, anyway, at one of the checkpoints, our nice facis bought each of us ice-cream. Omg, that was like so heavenly, and so nice of them. As such, I put my egg into my back pocket so as to enjoy my ice cream, solemly reminding myself not to sit down.

As we were heading for the Sunflower park at Tampanis about an hour later, my legs started to beg for a rest. So I decided to take a rest while waiting for the traffic lights. Then, I heard a yet so familar crack sound. Thinking for a while, I stood up "Oh Shit!"

And the gross feeling of egg yolk and white filled my pocket, pants and legs. Considering the fact that I was without an underwear too. uggghh..

Council night was great. We elects sang Stand by me, and that darling song. The councillors gave us something in return, some nice comedy. 22 impressions they had on us the 23rd elects. Then we got to learn the council song.

We were abruptly woken up at 4am to do a solo walk. Reflections. Ended up in East Coast sleeping. And watched the sunrise together. Like what was mentioned, it was indeed a moment to behold.

In fact, I've got 2 very nice facis for my group. Apart from supporting us with engaging reflection sessions, they also supported us throughout the camp. They (esp. Yong Feng) even wore the pink hairband with us. And they've also gone through the trouble to teach us about the missing piece. Thank you facis... And we've grown so proud of the Etamin cheer we actually did it over and over again! Indeed, kudos to fellow Etamin: Yong Feng, Jasmine, Darren, Benjamin, Sheena, Zara, Shu Xie, Anita and Lubin for having gone through this with me.

After breakcamp, I simply couldn't bear to remove the hairband, and was thus spotted wearing the band throughout Piano camp and even on the way home. Indeed, the feelings for one another grew so much during the three days; the times we shared together; the fun we had together, but most importantly, we all went through it together as a team and supported one another as a council. Ultimately, we met most of our expectations; and it turned out to be a enjoyable, significant and memorable camp.

After all that has been done, it all boils down to the continuity of our passion for serving the school and the council. As many councillors have said, this is just the beginning. We all still have a long way to go! So fellow elects, let's make it happen, shall we?

BTW, does anyone have photographs of the camp?

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Life into VJC already...

2 months have gone by just like this... to think tmr will be the last day I'll officially be able to wear my VS uniform to school. :(

Fortunately, apart from the confusing and mundane school acadamic work that I'm still struggling with, I'm more or less settled down into VJC already.

So much has happened. First was the release of the A Level Results. VJC did pretty well this year. We even produced some of Singapore's top scholars. It's so cool, even the media was here to do some filming. As councillors-elects, we were given the opportunity to help out the release of results; and it was indeed an eye opener though it was rather similar to the recent release of O Levels. Thank our seniors for our half day off =)

What's so scary is that most of the men who returned for their results had their heads already shaven. Some even brought caps for disguise; what a sight!

Anyway, planning of Orientation two has been really tiring. We adhoc spent almost everyday staying back for discussions. Had to clear within a week. It was so intense we go home really late everyday; one of the days we were locked up in school after being cheated by the guards. We then resorted to using our brains to get out of school.

Luckily 2 of my adhoc members, George and Zara stay Sengkang like me. Shu Hua too take 55 home, hence I've really got my night companions to go home with during the late planning process. I've also changed my route to taking bus 82, in which some services are non air-con bus. How often do you get to put your hand out of the window?

Yup, after all that has been anticipated and done, in my opinion, Orientation Two has been a real success. It's indeed a sense of achievement to have gone through the planning process itself. Especially my School Culture/Logistics committee which succeeded in the CCA Walkabout, School Cheers/Mass Dance sessions as well as the Suntec Mass Dance. Kudos to fellow School Culture members Peng Kai and David!

Not forgetting the rest of my fellow committee, Marc, Melanie, Nikhil, Mansoor, Dennis, Britney, Sze Huan & Ms Chia for the wonderful learning experience we have had together. =)

March holidays, Monday-Wednesday council elect's camp. Wednesday-Thursday Piano Ensemble camp.

& I've decided to quit softball. Trainings are too tiring...


Indeed, time heals. I admit I used to feel uncomfortable in class, especially with no very close VS friends. Now I feel much better hanging around with my classmates; they are really really fun people! Anyway, there has been a major shift in class. Many ppl have left either to other schools/class. It's pretty sad to see so many people leave, Benjamin, Priscilla, Felicia, Z.Yuanhong, Sze Huan, Emily... etc etc...

And to my new classmates, welcome to S61!

Sunday, February 26, 2006

IT Youth Leader Finalist ! but... Busy... Madness... ahhh!

been so busy... dun even have time to blog. no time for hw. today went sch for Orientation 2 meeting. Then since I was in school, so went to join in Yvonne for filming... lolx.

It's been a crazy week ever since gotton in the elections for Student's Council. Now it's the start of planning for Orientation 2. Came up with the Orientation Ad-hoc website within like 1 night! Woohoo!


Guess what, I've like 4 CCAs now. SC, iComp, Piano Emsemble, Softball.

So what's supposed to happen tmr for me is this:

1st Softball training at 5pm, SC Meeting for O2 at 5.30, Support my classmate Yvonne for Campus superstar, and...

tmr's SLV too. sigh. Have not memorised my script for the skit yet. Btw, im acting as fireman =).

See everything clashes. Sigh. I'm seriously forced to drop ccas if this goes on. I dun even have time to touch my hw this wkend.


Last evening after the Orientation 2 meeting, I was invited back for the Annual Gala Dinner at Raffles City Convention Centre Ballroom - Swissotel, The Stamford, as part of the closing ceremony for the competition. This is an annual event whereby a total of 900 + representatives from IT related firms all over Singapore (including Microsoft, IBM, Singtel etc.) were invited.

In this IT Youth Leader competition, I managed to emerge as one of the 6 finalist, and was presented a plaque/certificate during last night's dinner. Other finalists include a teacher, while few others were mainly SMU and Poly students/graduates.

Indeed, it has been an eye opener for me throughout this whole competition, which includes going through an interview, in which I had to make a presentation in front of a panel of 20+ judges (which i remembered was on the same day as my O Level Biology written paper). It has challenged me psychologically to be able to carry out my best in front of so many high profile/experienced personnal. Also, I had to focus on both my exams and the interview at the same time.

Also, it's especially so as I was the youngest in age in the dinner/competition. (It was also the first time I wore a formal lounge suit/legally served red wine haha). From this, I have gained expereince in working and interacting with adults.

In fact, I'm more than honoured to be able to represent Victoria School, as well as VS IT Club/VS Monitors' Council to achieve/receive such a prestigious award, one which is recognised at national level.

Once again, a very big thank you to Mr. Ang for having made the recommendation possible, and Mr. Alvin You and Ms. Tang for your recommendation and the testimonials.

Also, thank you principals and teachers; Mr. Low Eng Teong, Mr. Adrian Lim, Ms. Ann Teo, Mr. Ikhwan, Ms. Wendy Yap, Mrs. Foo, Mr. Gabriel, and Mr. Edmund Goh for your support and guidance throughout my 4 years in CCA, for this, has helped me to learn and develop in terms of character as well as in my passion for IT.

Nil Sine Labore. =)


kk. gtg start memorising my script now. 12.13 am liao!!!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Student's Leaders' Investiture

Well done, you guys have done it! Congrats!


You swine, you take some and you lose more.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Council speech!

Woah, today was council speech! It was super scary man! Despite having only to speak in front of 1/6 of the school.

I didn't manage to follow the speech as planned as I was shaking uncontrollably. I dunno why it happened, I wasn't scared; perhaps just nervous. I couldn't bear to look at the script. Worse, that happened less than 10 seconds after I started. I had to keep my hands/script low to avoid being noticed to be shaking.

shake.shake.shake.scary.scary.scary.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Made up my mind...

I had a hard time at the submit button... nonetheless...

Joint Admission Exercise 2006 _2


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Woah, this is what I got at 6.20am. So frustrating. Looks like I won't be able to submit my Verification slip today.

Joint Admission Exercise 2006


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Woah, so much for waking up at 5.30 am to do the JAE!

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Busy... Hectic

Woah, it's just getting so crazy after the release of results.

Student's Council
  • Campaigning starts
  • Council meeting voting opens
  • House speeches; morning meeting
  • CT walkabout
  • Voting closes/Council Night
  • Internal election results/Choosing Orientation 2 Ac-hoc
  • Election results revealed to college

Wow. All these happening in the month of February! And I'm not where near even getting started... esp. for campaigns and speech!

And not forgetting Piano Ensemble, the making of the gifts to be sold on Valentine's day by Tues.

Valentine's day gifts for classmates.

Hectic Acadamic work.

And I'm in a dilemma between VJ, RJ and HCJ. Teachers recommanding me for R. Aunties recommanding me for HC. I'm getting too hectic in VJ. But I love VJ. I love the anthem. I love the cheers. I like my friends. I love my CCA. I like my teachers. I don't think I want to leave.

I'm just a little lost.

Official Release of O Level Results


...i think you all are a unique batch in many ways. Unique in a sense that I think your batch, i would consider you all a very well all-rounded batch, because you all both have acheived a lot in terms of not only in your acadamics, but also in your CCAs. Well done...

- Mr. Low Eng Teong, Principal of Victoria School

It was early in the morning at 9am when I was at Mac. @ parkway parade, about to meet up with my 4d-classmates for a gathering before our verdict.

Conversation via Sms @ 9am:
my.junior: You Got six points! Congrats.
Terence: *stunned* I'm not so sure if I'm gonna believe that. It's too early. And if I find out that you are playing a trick on me, I'm so gonna strangle you.
my.junior: It came from (a teacher). Im sure. Congrets man.

Hmmx... that was how the day started... Stunned. Still a little apprehensive, I carried on my day. Back to VJC at 10am for a workshop for the student's council.

Back in VS later around 1, there has already been rumours going round that I got 6 points. People were like coming over and asking me whether it's true, while some juniors were assuring me that it was for real. How was I supposed to answer them? I could only tell them that I'm wasn't sure, as there was no official documents to prove so. I was also afraid that later it might end up 'yi chang huan xi yi chang kong' .

Anyway, besides that, it was comforting seeing my friends from VS again; some of whom I might not even have a chance to meet again. It just felt so different compared to VJ, where you see people whom you don't know their names. In VS, it's the opposite, you see people you know so well, and people who clique so easily with you. ... ok, i know it's just the beginning.

Then, hearing Mr. Maran's voice again refreshed many wonderful memories that I have had... I just had to miss VS so much...

... So at 2.30pm came the final verdict.

English - A1
Combined Humanities - A1
Mathematics - A1
Additional Mathematics - A1
Physics - A1
Chemistry - A2
Biology - A1
Higher Chinese -B3
Chinese - A2
CCA - A1

Man, I screw up chemistry? That was the only science paper which I was most confident.

I shall continue later, cutting hair now...

Erm yeah, without a doubt, I'm really very contented with my L1R5. Besides Chem.
In fact, I haven't expected to get A1 for both English and Humanities, for I've never gotton A1 for english before. And also I even read one question wrongly for Elective Geography. I think I'm really lucky to have scraped 6 points for the crucial 6 subjects.

Without a doubt, I owe these results to my principal, all my teachers, peers, seniors and juniors.

Ms. Lorraine Tham (English)
Mrs. Koh (English tutor)
Ms. Kong (Humanities)
Mrs Wong (E/A Mathematics)
Mrs Foo (Physics)
Mr. Wong (Chemistry)
Mdm Nabilah (Biology)
Mr. Chew/Mr. Wee (Higher Chinese/Chinese)
Mr. Alvin You/Mrs Foo/Ms. Wendy Yap (IT Club Teachers IC)
Ms. Tang/Mr. Gabriel (Monitors' Council Teachers)
Mr. Jonathan Oh (PSL/LTC teacher IC)

And any other teachers who has helped me in one way or another.

Without any of you, your constant support and guidance, I wouldn't have made it through my 4 years. Though it wasn't a smooth journey, it allowed me to grow, learn and mature. Thank you you all once again. This indeed, signifies the closure of my 4 years in VS.

In the hall; it was a multi-emotional. People screaming at their results, agitated. Others were emotionless. Many were exchanging blows of hugs and handshakes. Many were talking to teachers for advice...

Apart from my indivudual performance, VS overall did (in my opinion), very well this year, despite my batch was not very looked up upon by most at the beginning of the year, I do still remember.

Compared to last year's batch (Which did VS proud by bringing us to Band 1, and was one of the batches with the best acadamic results since many years ago):

We achieved 96% (approximate) people eligible for JC, with 140++ students who scored single digit L1R5 (only about 20 less than last year's), a 60% Distinction in English, and average L1R5 score of 11.3 (lost to last year's by 0.1). We have come close, thus far. Apart from so, "we are a unique batch", who has also done well in our CCAs. Rock on Victorians, after all the hard work, we've done the impossible and have done VS proud.

Victoria, thy sons are we...

To my juniors:


Well, one thing all Victorians must realise is, it's really about Nil Sine Labore. Consistent effort in managing your studies, that is. Haiz. I wonder when my Sec3 and Sec2 guys will realise this. Every year teachers tell the same things to their students. And every year history repeats. If everyone realise that they should start working early, there wouldn't be anyone who'll shed tears when they receive their O Level results.

Quoted from: Mr. Jackson Tik's blog

... and we will not forget...

O Levels out... soon

It's been one hectic and scary week. Apart from school work and the SC, the O Level results to be released on Friday has been too nerve-racking.

The night before the release of the results was suprisingly calm for me. After Piano ensemble, I unknowingly found myself walking back in the dark to VS, and that was like at 8pm. And coincidently, I met Mrs. Foo my form teacher, who was then in charge of the Sec 3 parent meeting; and hence let us into a conversation. It was pretty a heart-warming talk as we discussed about my ex-classmates, and also about choosing of schools. She recommended us to RJ, due to many reasons, such as the connections which will do good in the long run. Of course, VJC's good too...

So I found myself roaming around the school, and eventually I was at the parade square. This was the first time I was there at 8.30pm. Usually it was locked. I walked alone into that dark silent, yet familiar ground; however, it didn't feel as familiar as it should be in the dark. I felt my goosebumps standing as the cool breeze swept past me; looking up at the "Nil Sine Labore", i suddenly felt so small. The building seemed to be engulfing me. Eventually, upon closing my eyes, images of the times I spent in Victoria School flashed through me. Soon after, I found myself singing the Victorian Anthem... posing like what I used to do for morning assembly, before I tore down the long flight of stairs in fear. I was starting to get too afraid of the solitary and the dark, but nonetheless, the feeling was great... Looks like I miss VS too much.

At the gallery, there were some hostelites playing badminton. Yet, standing before me will be the grounds for judgement tomorrow...

It will be a place where everyone will be witnessing a multi-emotional event.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

O Level Results

New Year was great! Apart from visiting on 1st and 2nd day, 3rd day was most fun. Cause cousins came over to play, and I even learnt to play mahjong. =)

O Level Results will be coming out this Friday... sigh...

Saturday, January 28, 2006

New Year's Eve

Woah, it's the last day of the Chicken year already... Decided to blog something as this will be like my last post of lunar year 2005.

It's been 28 days in school. I have to admit, apart from orienatation, school's been really crappy. I'm like having so much trouble keeping up with my school work; I find myself falling asleep in most lectures and not understanding almost all my tutorials. The pace's really really fast and I am seriously lagging behind.

I find myself missing VS so much... too much. Take for example, just last week alone, I walked back to VS after school like 4 times out of 5 schooling days. It just feels so warm in that familiar grounds. It feels back at home seeing my juniors and teachers, and watching/helping out my juniors in Monitors' Council, IT Club, Peer Support Board and Leadership Training Camp in action. I've had no mood for doing homework, for I have gotton no drive from VJ to do all these work. And mind you, the difference in difficulty level of the J1 syllabus is so much more compared to Sec 4's...

In class; Having been so used to being a class monitor in VS for 4 years, it feels pretty out of place not doing the same old job. Whenever the CT rep shouts for "class stand", I am perturbed. Looks like i need more time to get used to the changes. In fact, I miss the times I've had as class monitor, with my class Sec 4D, even though they could be an irritating bunch at times. lol. However, I do consider the fact that it's good for a change too...

And now, so many people from my 4D are like CT reps for their respective CT classes. Sometimes I really wonder whether I made the right choice of resigning as CT rep and deciding to try for SC instead.

Ever since I resigned, I find myself pretty quiet in class (not the usual loud/outspoken/talkative me); lost from my usual routine. My CT class also doesn't give me a very strong sense of belonging (unlike in VS). Perhaps because I don't have any close friends from VS in it to hang out much with., hence I feel so out of place. Moreover, class has been distinctively split into 3 groups. The Dunman/VS group, the CCHS/Cedar group and the chinese scholars group. Though they are rather enthusiastic about stuff, I still do not feel like a part of them. (I am still trying to fit in though, trying to participate as much activities with them.)
Issit because I still can't let go of VS? or do I need more time?


In fact, I'm in such a dilemma whether to stay on in VJ or not. Staying on would mean constant distraction about VS, and also to remain as a lost sheep in my class. I think what I really need now is to be in a class where my close friends from VS are, who can provide me the necessary competition to strive for a goal. (Unfortunately most of my very close friends take Bio instead of Phy) Even those who take physics are in different classes.

Having heard of many positive comments from my peers in other JCs currently, I am starting to realise VJC might not be the best place for me (I've heard that NJC and even RJC's a nice place). This is despite the fact that I've always been hoping to enter VJC in the first place since VS. I'm lost... perhaps... it's still too early to tell. But... I've like got only 2 weeks more till the O Level results are released, and I have to make a sound decision by then.

On the other hand, VJC's good in such a way that I have my constant support from my VS peers, and not forgetting that I've already made good friends with quite a number of people, seniors as well as VIP juniors. Also, at least I've got my foundations in my current CCAs, iComp and the Piano Emsemble. I am also running for Students' Council, of which I recently had an interview. Of course, whether these will still be possible boils down to whether my O Level results will make it for me to stay on...

Should/Would I leave for another JC? Only weeks will tell...


Yesterday was the school's celebration for the New Year. I didn't really enjoy it though. Thk god school ended pretty early, so much so that the VS people actaully marched back together back to VS. Woah, what a sight! Some VS juniors were actually staring out of the hall to admire this rare phenomenon.

The meeting in VS was so cool. Got to meet up with ex-Victorians, and also enjoy the CNY concert...

... Ok, I've got to leave home now to my cousin's place for the traditional reunion dinner. Shall continue when I return.

It's like 10 more mins to CNY now. I hope to finish this post by then.

Yup, I was talking about VS. It's just awesome, meeting up with old pals. There was even this Victorian Idol thingy, and the first guy sang the Chi Pang really great. He really deserves to win. =) Following which, went bowling with Kian sin, Daniel, Clarence, Jeremy and Zhenyi at Katong. Then I rushed off to Mac @ Parkway to meet up with me OG. After which I rushed off to Novena to meet up with some of my classmates to go to our senior's place. It was only when we reached there then I realised we were having BBQ. Had much fun there with the food, the company and the card games. =) Thks Clare for making it happen.

So much for a Pre-CNY activity... haha... So bz...

Oh well, having seen blogs of my S61 classmates, and they seem to kinda liked their JC life. Sigh, when will my turn to like JC life be?

Btw, wishing all of you a Happy New Year. Juz 2 more mins..

Signing off... 11:58pm, 28th Jan.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

17 on 17th

Yeah, it's a happy happy birthday to me. & Not forgetting my fellow friends who share the same BD as me, Jeremy He, Tina, One Female OGL...

It's been a really eventful birthday in VJ today. Have been constantly warned by my VS peeps about getting dunked into the koi pond. Conincidently, just a week ago, the DM happened to warn the VJ boys about our "rough" behavior during ppl's birthdays... this 'protection' came at the right time. Though I was constantly being 'locked on target' when walking about the campus, I managed to evade their evil plans. heh heh

Stepped into class today, and got a little surprise from my class. They actually sang me a birthday song!! woot. so sweet ! That kinda brought me closer to my class. And, yeah, today I also officially stepped down as the CT rep. My teacher was quite reluctant to let me off, but it worked out pretty fine after I told him I will be running for the SC.

Oh yeah btw, I think I've made up my mind to join SC, since I've decided to drop CT Council already. Do support me will ya? Thks in advance! =) lol.

So after that were just boring lessons. During Econs lecture, I went to sit with my VS people, See Kiat, Law, Wei Xin.

Tell you what, It's 11:11pm now, I need to catch my sleep. I shall continue tmr?

Yup, during the lecture, these people gave me another surprise. They actually bought me a present! And a card too! Thks See Kiat, Law and J. Foong! =) That's really really sweet.

After that met up with my OG and we went out for dinner together at TM. It was really fun. We proceeded on to the playground, and started playing like some kindergarden kids. (Imagine a bunch of J1s and J2s swinging to and fro) We spun one another on the spinning thing, and in the end we all left the playground giddy..... That was so much fun ! Releasing all the stress.

Decided to leave for home at 9.30pm, but waited for 2 buses but could not board them as they were very crowded. So Wei Duo and I decided to change bus stop. We finally got up the bus which got us home late. Btw, thks for getting me the album. That's so thoughtful! And it's the first time I've received a gift from a girl =) It's really really meaningful!

Anyway, I've had a really enjoyable birthday. Thanks to everyone for your bd wishes.

Btw, I would like to archive my smses here. I need to clear my smses as my stupid phone only allows limited storage!

Wei Duo 06:41: happy birthday! ;)

Ada 06:41: heyy,its 1am & im here to wish you a happy sweet seventeen!may you have a wonderful time today yepp? =) takkire loads & do smile always!God bless! -BIG hhugg-
Ada 06:52: haha,im glad it made you smile =)

Jacklyn 06:47: Hey heres ANOTHER song for u a yr ltr.. Happie bdae to uu, happie bdae to uu.. Happie dbae to uncle terence. Happie bdae to uu..

Kenrick 06:51: HAPPY B'DAY! May all your dreams come true! Hope you will still be in vj 3 mths ltr ya? XD

Jeremy He 07:02: Happy birthday my friend, that shares the day with me.

Reema 08:20: HAPI BDAE TERRENCE!!! Reema

Wan Peng 08:39: Happy birthdae :)

Timothy Tan 1158: Heyz. Happy 17th birthday

Colin Tan 1158: Hi... Wishing you a happy birthday! :)

Hozefa 14:42: Happy birthday. :)

Jaslyn Lim 16:29: [] #"(>""<)' **+('( 'o', )') *+ (o)(o)" #+ HaPpY Birthday! Joel Tan 18:26: so you were dunked into the koi pond?
Joel Tan 18:45: Oh ya i forgot... HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ^^;

John Cheo 20:37: Happy bday senior!may you grow so much emotionally as well as physically into such a charming kunk to swoon over all the girls in vk aye!take joy in life's little blessings k!

Thanks once again for your well wishes. As well as those who msged me online on MSN !

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Orientation (Day 4)

VJC is full of fun, joy, laughter... It's funky, lively, berserk... (pardon my limited vocab.) Everyone must come to VJC!

(With reference to Friday...)

It's finally the official last day of Orientation (Not counting Sea Sports Carnival on Monday).
The day started off pretty much in chaos as it was the first time the J1s are to gather in their CT groups. I couldn't find mine in the 2k population, hence like many lost sheeps, I just wondered about the hall.

Pretty much on schedule, we then proceeded to our CT venues to meet our 'classmates' and 'seniors'. I was pretty sad, yet happy, that only 2 VS peeps were in my class. Sad because these two are not very close friends (Teo Hong and Yeli). Happy as I get to make new friends (hopefully better ones). Went to class together with my new friend from my OG (Ding Hong); we were one of the earliest at the container room - our classroom)

My Form Teacher explained that he is rather new, as he has only been in school for only six months. He seems like a pretty easy teacher to work with. The nightmare came when my potential 'classmates' streamed into class. Girls and boys. The girls looked decent (I have not been in a class with so many girls b4). Then, one 'ah beng' looking girl (with her hair spiked tall and with that typical ah beng face) came in late in Nanyang Uniform. You can imagine my trauma when I saw her...

The teacher said a few stuff and left, then the seniors came in. Upon seeing them, I felt extremely disappointed, as they seem like the type who's super 'bo-chap'. They talked nonsense like nobody's business, probably because they came unprepared. Following which, they tried making a vote for a CT rep (something like class monitor). Three candidates went up, and made some speech.

That 'Nanyang' ah-beng girl was first.
In some singlish style, standing like a ah-beng, talking in a bo-chup manner.

Nanyang girl: "You all must vote for me ah, cause last time I was president of Computer Club. Then ah, lots of people give me problems la, and I managed to solve them."

Next, one chinese feller went up. Spoke in a super egoistic-manner.
Chinese feller: "You all should vote for me, cause I'm a natural leader."
Floor: "What do you mean you are a natural leader?"
Chinese feller: "Natural means natural, cannot explain one."

That was his reply...

Lastly, a malay boy made his speech.
Malay boy: "In primary school, I was monitor for Primary 4, 5 and 6. I believe I can take up responsiblity."

Woah, these kinda people gonna be MY class monitor? Dotz... In the end, we voted for the Malay boy as he seems most decent of them all...

Then, they did lots of crap, like taking class pictures and stuff. When we were about to leave, one of the seniors said, "Hey guys, you all must vote for a new CT rep."

It was then I realised it was another scam. All the 3 candidates were actually seniors posing as J1s... dotz dotz dotz... "--"!


After which we returned back to the hall for more OG activities. This time, I feel much more relaxed, as we all managed to know one another much better. We played wierd OG games around the school, but was pretty much fun. Actually I felt kinda wierd playing those games, especially as they are the similar types of games I planned for my juniors in Secondary School. Fancy playing those games myself haha.

I pretty much enjoyed the game where we all stood on the bench in one line and arranged ourselves in a certain order. We got to hug one another, ya haha... The last question came in best, "Arrange yourselves according to the first letter of your School." As the opponent team were busy shouting "VS!", "TKGS!", "CEDAR!" to their team mates, I shouted to the game masters

"Hey, WE'RE DONE! We are all from VJC!!!" So we won that and scored quite a lot of points =)


Another highlight of the orientation was the story between the SC Board of Directors against the evil emperor Momo. They actually made Videos, Parades, Skits to suit the theme of the Superheros against Momo. Pretty much effort put in, I must say. However, I found it kind of childish though. Nonetheless, I applaud them for their hard work.

Till the end of the day, we were still learning Mass Dances. Altogether 6 of them to master by 8pm, where we will be heading off to Suntec's Fountian of Wealth. They were really complicated moves though.

Upon release, the VS people did the anthem as usual as well as the norm VS Spelling Cheer. Enthusiasm was high; I managed to record it down. Then the cedarians decided to start off their cheers too haha.




We then left for Suntec via 196. The bus was totally owned by Victorians. Imagine the public staring at us for making the whole lot of noice.

Shall continue about the Suntec mass dance later. My friends are coming to practice mass dance now. BRB!!

(added on 9.25pm) Woot, today Mao Lin, Ann Siong and See Kiat came over and we practiced mass dance. Had much fun together figuring out and trying to recall the moves. We managed to almost-perfect 'Whiney Whiney', esp. with the help of the steps explanation we obtained. We also practiced 'I want you', and we were lost after the chorus. Ended up playing DOTA hahaha.

Ok, now back to Suntec. The journey on the bus 196 was an enriching experience, as we got to interact with Tina better. Our OGL Tina was pretty much a center of attraction. The J1s blasted her with lots of question, undoubtedly irritating her.

Terence: "Next year will you still be in an IP class or will you join the rest of the J1s in your batch?"
Tina: "We will join the J1s from our batch."
Terence to OG: "Hey guys, next year we all become her OGL, then bully her ok?! Haha"
Tina: NOOO!!!

Hahaha.... Then we talked about 'JTS' (Haha, dun tell ya what this is, come find out in VJ)! So Tiny was like "Hey no fair, so many of you here."

I later found out her birthday is the same as mine. It happened as she was announcing she will be turning sixteen soon (ya ritez, still young la). She didn't believe me of course, until I showed her my IC. =)

We had dinner together at KFC as an OG, whereby I met my long lost P.Sch friend, Joel Zhou. Still as mischievous as ever. Haha! We were later told the Mass Dance which was previously scheduled at 8pm would be postponed to 8.45pm.

Then, we walked up to the Fountain of Wealth, at 8.35pm, and were disappointed to find it raining. We took a ten minute rest under the shelter located under the fountain. Then we decided to carry on with the Dance, as the rain subsided, turning into light drizzle.

Apart from not being familar with the dance steps, the mass dance was great. Started off with the "Whiney Whiney", and even "Yo-VJC" cheer... wow. Imagine the spirit. So many on-lookers turned to watch our performance. I really can't describe this feeling, but it's just great.


Not long after, there was a long line of human train going round and round the fountain. I believe it's started by VS people as I see many VS people in the queue. I was dragged in though, and went on running with them since then.

We choo-choo-train-ed to another part around the fountain, where the "Friendship Dance" started. As I was pretty far from my OG, I had to look for another partner. As the VS people were together, it would be wierd to dance with another guy, so I realised I had to look for another female partner. (Lol, some VS guys danced that together) Thank goodness there was a group of girls around, and they invited us to dance with them. One girl kinda urged me to go over, so I went over. Felt a little pai sei at first, but she seemed very friendly. After the dance, we exchanged names/class, and I can't believe I patted her on her shoulders and said "nice meeting you". Perhaps the 'male' instinct?? Her friend beside kept shouting "ask for his name, ask for his name!!" It was then I decided to leave, lest .....(you know) haha.

Choo-choo train went on for quite a while, then some people started running down one level to the fountain at the basement, and started splashing water at one another. I went to join them, and met Law, addison and peeps. Addison kicked water and me, making me half wet. Not long after, the security guard came and chased us off lol. It was really really fun !

(Here is a video of what happened. Sorry for the lousy quality, and it was taken using my handphone)


Then, I ran back up to the fountain at ground level. That was when I was greeted with another surprise. I saw my OGL Tina and her bf. And this bf of hers is my lower secondary classmate from VS. Haha. So much for surprises. Wait till I blackmail Tina with this!

Oh well, we have had so much fun. If only everyday was like this in VJC... =)

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Orientation (Day 3)

Woah, as the 3rd day arrives, VJC's beginning to transform into a super crazy, madness, enthusiatic place. Woot!

Morning started off boring, talk by some teacher about Project work. Can't believe i actually dosed off sitting down. Woke up right after she finshed. Ok, then here comes the climax of the year....

The OGLs then performed the Friendship Dance. I was totally stunned by its move. How can this be called friendship dance!? Wth, it should be called Couples' Dance. The worst came... We were told to pair with a girl... and dance... dotz !

And so I see many shy faces, both guys and girls lining up, and we had to like dance those mushy mushy moves slowly step by step. Well, let me try to give you an idea how the dance's like.
  • Guy Kneel Down
  • Girl slaps guy, guy falls
  • Guy gets up, turn around
  • Chee Cheong Fun (Girl rolls into Guy)
  • Twirl girl around
  • Palms together...
  • Cha Cha, Tango
  • Mash Potato (Man I seriously don't know how to describe this one, it's most gay of all, with the eye contact with the girl!) Wait till you see it for yrself.

Yup, above just a brief outline of part of the dance steps, can't really remember all. I was paired up with this girl, who's also super pai sei. Actually I wasn't the only one la. Looked around and saw many pai sei guys and girls also. Ya la, I never actually touched a girl's hands before... and ahhh... to think I had to do such intimate moves... ahhh !

After that we had lunch together, then OG session, which we chose the treehouse. Pretty nice setting though, and bonded much closer with the OGLs and teammates. These 2 OGLs for the session are great (Tiny wasn't there), shared lots of stuff and got the ball rolling. Then we went for a college tour, after which I still cannot remember most of the places.

Then mass dance again, and we were taught the Tribal Dance. The moves were cool (at least not like friendship dance). I've still not perfected it yet lol.

Then at night went dinner at parkway with my OG. Woah, this was when I realised how crazy my group are. We made hell lot of noises at Yoshinoya and we were almost kicked out of the place. Then we saw this Canon booth who offered to take a group picture for us! Kinda funky. Then our OG head, Allen, went for this surfing board competition (by Canon) which could win him a Canon printer. Couldn't beat the highest score of 4 mins though. lol.

Following which we went to the block of estates nearby and played some group games. Pretty fun, at least much more interactive than the ones played in VJ hall. Oh haha, left pretty late... A pretty funky day too... =)

Looking forward for tmr's mass dance at Suntec. Catch us at 8pm, Musical Fountain !!!

Orientation Day 2

ok, i've to admit, i've begun to enjoy VJC more and more as the days past by...

Day 2

Yup, that was yesterday...

Having selected my subject combination, I got posted to 06S61. Woah, talk about efficiency ! Only sad that so far no good friends are in my class. I just hope that got one nice VS friend and ya, good looking girls in my class =)

Day 2 begun much more better. With the teaching of the college anthem, I kinda feel so proud being an ex-VS victorian. The VS peeps kinda rox-ed the place. I felt kinda sad singing the anthem though, I couldn't help but miss VS. so much...
when i kinda remembered the days I sung the anthem during Mondays at the 5th storey parade square...

OG Games were as usual... lame and boring. You know, making you act like some chicken little? lol. Yup, except for some. There was this thing about longest breath and largest ego competition. Kinda entertaining though. But I was actually kinda praying hard I wouldn't be sabortaged up the stage. Not only will I get stage fright, I'm gonna turn jelly with so much attention (from esp. the girls) on me.

Then was CCA walkabout. I actually signed up for many stuff.
  • IComp
  • Softball
  • Outdoor Activities Club
  • Piano Ensemble
  • Students' Council

lol. God knows how I'm gonna cope. Think I might have to drop a few. Speaking about council, I'm feeling kinda skeptical about it. It's not that easy; campaigns, making speeches and stuff. Though I've had a little bit of experience in VS (I was already shivering during the speech for MC Invest.), imagine now making a speech in front of a 2k population + girls !! I'm not sure if I'm actually gonna go for it, despite positive comments from VS peeps and OGLs. Oh well, take one step at a time.

Yup, and VJC's really super funky. There were actually fake CCAs put up, like what Personal Grooming club, Rock Band, Biking, Skating. Woah, they sounded real convincing!

"50% all shampoos and cosmatic products!"

"Come join, we teach you how to talk to girls!"

"Come join us, we will teach you how to skate like a pro!"

Haha, so many people got tricked and signed up for it. Fortunately, I wasn't one of these people. So when many of them found out later, they went back and tried to cancel their name off the list, which backfired; as seniors blacklisted these people for the forfeit later. So many people who signed up for any of these were like feeling so lost after finding out. Imagine their faces when I told them that last year's forfeit was to change the shorts with someone on stage. Haha !!

After that we had mass VJ cheering session. Most of these were kinda similar to VS's. Just that the "VS" has been changed to "VJ". I kept forgetting to change the lyrics and instead kept on repeating "We for, we for VS!!" , "Hey guys move it on, VS gonna take you on". Sigh, I really miss VS. I wonder when will I get used to VJC.

And ya, there was new cheer "Yo, VJC!". We J1s cheered well and loud (probably cause we had like 1k ppl in an enclosed hall?!) I realise I couldn't bring out that enthusiasm in me. I didn't cheer as loud. My soul's still in VS. I'm not used to cheering with the girls. Let alone lead cheers, despite the urge to actually stand out to lead them.

I believe this was the climax for the day. VJC Mass dance. Woah, it's really really really cool man ! The feeling of dancing with everybody was great, just that some moves were really complicated, and it's pretty hard to keep up with the fast beat. We started off with the supposedly simplest dance, "Whiney Whiney!" I'm seriously looking forward to it again!!

Following which was a much faster dance, with more complicated moves. It was the Neutron Dance. Wow, this one i really had a problem. Need more practice liao. Yup, that's pretty much the end of day 2. lol...

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Orientation...

Man... I've got to blog about this. It's gonna be something to remember for life...

Day 1

You bet, stepping into an unfamiliar environment, was indeed a hell lot of a shock. Although there were like so many people that I recognise, there were only so few in my OG, Animagus. Then was split up into smaller leagues called Airedale.

Day 1 was hell of torture. First time stepping into a school with girls in 10 years. I actually kinda tried to communicate, but it's kinda didn't work out. So I decided to keep my mouth shut. Then later found out they were from IP... (didn't know that IP peeps were orientating with us?)

Then later came another shock, my OGL came and announced that she is from IP, so actually younger than us. So my league's ppl seemed to lose morale. Had this urge to kinda bring up their morale, but decided to keep low since there are girls around, and I don't know anyone that well anyway..... so it's kinda boring throughout...

Subject Combination Briefing re-confirmed that I'm taking the Phy, Chem, Maths, Econs course. =)

Ice breaker games were pretty wierd too, except whacko duh. Probably because I don't know the people in my group very well yet. Kinda disappointed...

And tell you what, I might elaborate and continue Day 2 tmr, I need to go slp now to prepare for day 3... ciao.

Monday, January 02, 2006

2006 ?

Sia la, it's 2006 already. And worse, tomorrow's still schooling day. Bet lots of kids in Singapore must be moaning...

It's rather saddening to see holidays ending so soon. Cannot sleep late to play games, have to wake up early. This sure is one hell of torture.

Schooling has never been a problem for me. It's the changes which totally freaked me out. Having been in a single-sex school for the past ten years, I seriously dunno how I'm gonna adapt to this culture shock. Imagine the mass dances (with girls !?), the interactions (with girls !?), doing project work (with girls !?), sitting in the same class (with girls !?). How am I gonna survive this?

I got to think on the brighter side. At least I got into VJC for the first 1 1/2 months; where I am located close to VS, where most of my friends are, where "thy sons are we" still stands.

Worse, I'm facing a crisis with my subject combinations. It's totally brain wrecking for the Science stream people. Most people from my class take 3x science for O Levels, yet we have to choose only two sciences (thanks to MOE regulation). So most people are choosing either Chem/Bio or Chem/Phy. Of course with an additional discordance for the contrasting subject (Geog or Econs or History). For me, it's worst, I have to consider another option: The Computing course.

My available options:


  • Maths, Chemistry, Biology, Economics
  • Maths, Chemistry, Physics, Economics
  • Maths, Physics, Computing, Economics

Tmr's the deadline, and I still have no idea what to choose... Sigh.

This holiday was a rather fulfilling one. Having so much fun with no homework. Unfortunately, much of my agenda could not be completed. The heritage gallery site is still not completed, due to some unexpected delays. IT freelance Job was also unsuccessful. Even making of my new blog via wordpress couldn't be worse. I can't seem to import my own design into wordpress.

Sigh...

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

holidays

im so freeking sorry for allowing so much dust to accumulate here. Many apologies for allowing the dust to blow into your faces upon visiting. Time to do some spring cleaning at 1.33 am now.

This holiday of mine is pretty wierd. Ups and downs. But one thing's for sure - SLACK. Everything is totally under control, or so I thought.

Actually, I'm a rather busy man. There's like so much thing to do with so little time. For once, I know I must fully enjoy this holiday of mine. However, I'm still stuck with IT Club advisory role (currently overseeing Camp, E-learning, NEWDC). There's been a big hoo-har regarding the e-learning, and apart from mentioning having to also be a mediator, it would be rather inconvenient to discuss issues here.

Next on schedule is also the Heritage Centre Website. Currently working on beta: http://heritage.vs.moe.edu.sg/ Just received news from Mr. Khoo things need to be changed. Looks like I'll have to make a trip down to school this Wed. Hopefully at the same time I can help oversee IT Club's camp/e-learning.

Also have to complete a Monitors' Council 2005 report together with Chengwei...

Ai ya, sianz, i go slp liao. tmr's another long day.. Need to go and change that stupid router of mine.. sigh... continue tmr k?

Monday, November 28, 2005

time?

I really dunno wad to type. Just typing aimlessly, letting whatever comes to mind here to be imprinted here. Hoping my fingers coordinate well with my mind...

Man, I thought I better start posting something lest it rots.

I don't know how to start? It's been 10 days since the end of the O Levels.

Time seems to fly especially now. Doing nothing related to acadamics seems too comfortable, or so I hope. Not forgetting my self-inflicted relations with work. Having taken up the role of an advisor for E-learning and camp, and on going council related meetings, websites projects, the finalisation of EDGE Project and not forgetting the Victorians Day preparation. I will be having a packed-up holiday as expected, a full-filled one.

I can only vagely recall my experiences for the past 10 days. Perhaps the mind decided to shut down after the slackish behavior following the trauma from the examinations.

Apart from engaging in countless DOTA battles, going Orchard, touring Singapore, the EXPO for the SITEX 05, I have also been involved in the MC Farewell. It turned out pretty fun; despite the gift being simple and cheap, it is a much more meaningful gift that other white elephants, for it encompasses the spirit, the times we spent together. Thanks you guys.